Thoughts.
can't get to see you for many days made me sad.It was just like a routine,the same old routine,but somehow, somewhere,we will never be the same,anymore.Singapore Garden Festival 2010
The place was filled with floral displays, and award-winning garden and floral designers' artwork. it was definitely a veritable feast for the eyes. Flowers near perfectly embody this glorious temporariness, where everything is constantly turning into everything else.
perharps, I have been too independent.
sometimes, thinking back, days during either primary, secondary or poly life happening to the max. I can't remember much during kindergarden days, so I shall excluded that!
don't youu realize each of everyone potray a two-masked faces, which make youu sick and tired of life? how political can people be behind each other backs but the other way round when they needed a favor from youu?
months weeks days hours minutes & seconds,
flip so fast like flipping a story book that youu could hardly breathe.
no more youu,
is like incomplete combination of colours to form the rainbows,
is like the moon high up in the sky without surrounding by shining dizzling stars,
is like an incompletion of a duet song,
there will never be replacement.
how Fawesome can an adult-life be.
I'm feeling kinda upset, without any reason. it's crazy and I hope this feeling will go away soon. it affects me emotionally, nevertheless, mentally too. I want to be alone, just for a moment.
the next phrase of life, ponders what lies ahead. looking into the mirror, it reflects none other than, the different long walkways. you have to either choose one of the path. what if, it does show blur vision of what lies in the future, which one would you take?
it was so tedious making decision, especially when deciding which one compromise all, not only for yourself, but for those dearies and close ones beside. you could hardly think for yourself.
i feel soulless, nevertheless, insecurities.
i went for my dream. the very first thing you probably see, full of people, looking really good. by a guess, all should be having the same target. in the room, everyone gave a bright smile. for a moment, i went blank and could not hear a single sound, just the sound of my rushing heartbeat and echo asking me to speak. i was thinking, i really feel like sleeping and backing out. unfortunately, i have to pay for the consequences. i felt rejected as i wasnt called for the next round. demoralized! but soon, i have learned to live with that, take it as a experience.
timid,
the only word to describe her.
fucking bitch,
the only way to address her_____ friend.
what else?
